The Sickness
He was tired. That
unbelievable, bone-aching tiredness that you sometimes get. He
decided a good round tumblerful of single malt scotch was just what
was needed. A benediction for a tired mind, and a kiss for a wearied
soul. The gentle glug as the scotch poured into the welcoming glass
was like music.
People just didn't
believe him. They didn't believe that he was actually fighting for
his soul. 'It's all in your mind Roger old mate' his friends said to
him. Some had stayed overnight with him, but of course it didn't show
then did it? This snide, sinister, energy-sapping spirit was like
some kind of torturer. It deprived him of sleep. It hid in the
shadows and showed itself to no one else. He never quite got used to
that creepy sight. Just as he was falling asleep he would see the
eyes floating in the darkness, close by his bed, then the sickly
grimace. A row of closely packed together teeth. Almost needle-like.
This would lurch him back into a terrified, sweat-soaked wakefulness.
Tonight he would face
this. Tonight he would face it down – or die trying. He had no idea
how to do it, or indeed what would happen; but this stopped right
now. He didn't believe in crucifixes or the bible. He called the
bible 'A book of fairy tales'. He knew that this was real though. He
had seen it move things and damage things. He also knew that it was
in some way part of himself. That night though, he had a bible
beneath his pillow, and alongside it a kitchen knife and a small
bottle of holy water that he had taken from the font of a local
church. Well, in truth he had no idea whether it was holy or not, but
it was a weapon. The irony hadn't gone unnoticed to him that the
bottle he used had once contained whisky. 'Spirits for a spirit' he
said to himself as he filled the half pint whisky bottle. What he was
going to do with the kitchen knife he had no idea. It just looked
violent and impressive!
That night he went to
bed 'tooled up' with all his bits of kit. Right on time, just as he
was dropping off, he saw the sickly white grin in front of him. Roger
grasped the bible in both hands and in a flash, he screamed like a
soldier on bayonet practice, and venomously shouted 'God is going to
kill you' and lunged towards the face and thrust the bible into it.
He heard a whine that sounded like someone standing on a poodle's
paw. He heard something scurry behind an easy chair in the bedroom.
Roger was onto it and had ripped the top off the whisky bottle and
was throwing the water around in gay abandon. He saw it knock aside a
small table and disappear into a built-in wardrobe. This was a part
of the old house he had kept as an original feature. 'So that's where
you live is it you cowardly, squirming little shit?' He had never
felt quite as alive in years. He was fighting back. Now it was this
squirming piece of darkness that was scared. Roger pushed the easy
chair against the wardrobe door and soaked it with the remains of the
holy water.
Roger left the house
and booked into a hotel for the night to regroup. He got his first
good night's sleep in weeks. The next day he rang in sick and took
the day off work. He set out to find someone in one of the several
churches in the district. Someone who wouldn't just tell him that he
had been working too hard, or that it was all in his mind. This
proved to be quite difficult! He had gone into the fourth church
that day and had become a little bit impatient. Yet again he was
hearing the same old questions and hackneyed litany. 'Are you a
member of this church? Have you been baptised? Have you tried
praying? Now this one was asking him if he had a history of
psychiatric problems in his family!! Roger just let it all pour out.
'I always wondered what it meant to be a christian' he told the now,
wide eyed cleric. 'I now realize it means taking round the collection
plate and visiting old ladies, but the first time someone needs a
spiritual defender YOU ARE A SHIT SCARED LITTLE COWARD' Roger flung
the door open and was about to walk out of the vicar's office when he
called him back. 'Meet me back here in two hours' he heard the vicar
say.
Roger did as he was
asked. He knocked on the vicar's door. The vicar opened the door and
handed Roger a couple of aluminium flight cases. 'Here, carry these
for me. We will go in my car' the vicar said. Roger didn't ask any
questions and followed the vicar to his car. The vicar asked Roger
for his address, and so he told him. 'It's 82 Fordham Street' Roger
said. The vicar looked at Roger for a few seconds, before closing his
eyes and quietly swearing under his breath. 'You do actually know
what happened there don't you?' the vicar asked. Roger said that he
hadn't a clue.
The vicar went on to
tell him that Mrs Rogers had lived there. She was a parishioner of
his. He then went on to tell him that Mrs Rogers had come to him and
told him of the exact same happenings. 'And what did you do for her?'
Roger asked. The vicar didn't answer. 'I said – what did you do to
help. What did you do for her?' Roger repeated himself. Still the
vicar said nothing. Then Roger saw that he was weeping. 'Oh don't
tell me you did nothing...please don't tell me that' Roger said. The
vicar told him 'We believed that she was going senile. Seeing
things'. Roger asked him what had happened to her. Between sobs, the
vicar told him that she had hanged herself in the little built-in
wardrobe. Roger's blood ran cold. 'You do know that's where the sly
little bastard lives don't you? He said. The vicar just nodded.
They both arrived at
Roger's place. The vicar laid the cases down on Roger's bed and
opened them. 'What's all this?' Roger said, as he surveyed the case
full of electronic gadgets. 'Just because I am a vicar, it doesn't
mean I live in the dark ages. These are the tools that I use to hunt
ghosts with'. The vicar said. Roger didn't know whether to laugh or
cry. Who was this person that he had invited back to his place? The
vicar took out an EMF meter and started walking around the room.
Roger just let him get on with it.
'How did you drive it
back and into here?' the vicar asked whilst looking at the chair that
was still jammed against the wardrobe door. It was now Roger's turn
to feel embarrassed. 'I shoved a bible into it's face and screamed at
it that God was going to kill it'. Both men looked at each other and
fell into nervous but uproarious laughter. Their laughing was stopped
immediately when they heard a regular thud, thud, thud noise coming
from the wardrobe. 'It doesn't like laughter, does it?' Roger said.
The vicar appeared deep in thought. After a little while the vicar
spoke. 'I think we are dealing with a demon of some kind' he said.
Roger was now at the
very ragged edge of his beliefs. Well to be honest he was way, way
past the edge and into totally new territory. A year ago he would
have been rolling around laughing – but not any more! The vicar
went on to explain his theory. 'It is my belief that evil is a real
force, and that evil can attract evil. If enough evil collects, it
can turn into an existence. An entity if you will. A sentient being'.
Roger was in no mood to argue. 'What do we do with it then?' Roger
asked. The vicar told him that they had to try and break it back down
into it's constituent components and banish it.
'Switch all the lights
on and draw back the curtains. This thing hates the light' the vicar
said. Roger did as he was asked. Roger laughed a forced laugh and
said 'Not so tough now are you – bastard?' This brought forth
another series of thuds from the wardrobe. 'Let's have a sing-song
too' Roger said, whilst turning on the radio. It was tuned to his
favourite channel of Radio 2. The thuds became louder. 'At least keep
in time to the music you piece of nothing'. The entity sensed that
this was it's requiem. It was it's funeral music.
It was then that Roger
heard a voice in the room. 'Don't do this son. This isn't right' it
said. He turned and saw his father standing there. Oh how he missed
his father. Roger was about to move towards him when the vicar stood
between them and blocked his path. 'What is your name then?' the
vicar asked him. The ghost merely glowered back at him. 'That isn't
your father, Roger' the vicar told him. When Roger looked again, he
could see his father's face morphing into the needle toothed entity
before finally dissipating. 'He is on the run. He will try these
tricks. Believe nothing it says' the vicar said.
The vicar opened
another case and took out a bible, some incense, two crucifixes, and
a bottle of holy water. 'Wear this' the vicar said. Roger did as he
was told. The vicar lit the incense and began incanting prayers. The
thudding noise from the wardrobe had now been joined by the sound of
dozens of voices. Each voice issuing forth screams and filthy words.
'Help me move this chair and then stand behind me' the vicar said.
The chair was moved and the dorr was opened. There in the corner it
sat. It was in some distress. There appeared to be something oozing
from it. It looked like black blood. The vicar carried on incanting
prayers and spraying the area liberally with holy water. The entity
seemed to sort of implode, and make a noise a little like the
squealing of brakes on a car. 'It's gone' the vicar said. The whole
room seemed lighter. It was as if the room was filled with sunshine.
Roger and the vicar hugged each other. 'I owed that bastard one' the
vicar said, then laughed. Roger nodded and said 'We put a wrong to
rights didn't we?' The vicar said 'God's peace be with you Roger'.
He packed away his equipment and left.
Roger felt weary and
emotional with the whole thing. He also felt elated. They had beaten
it. It was gone. He took down a tumbler from the kitchen shelf and
poured himself a good measure of single malt from a bottle he had
been saving for a special occasion. 'If ever there was one this must
be it' he thought to himself. He walked back into the living room and
the glass fell from his hand. There in the corner he espied the
gleaming, needle-like teeth. They were tinged with blood. On the
floor beside it were pieces of the vicars bloodied clothing. 'Now
it's my turn to play' the demon said.
© David Hayes